Devastated

Feeling pretty devastated today.   As many know, I have a full time career which I am very passionate about in addition to coaching.  It has been a busy week and I work so hard there.   No, it has been an insane week…

I feel like I am at a crossroads in life.  I don’t want coaching to jeopardize my career, but the thought of giving up coaching is tearing me up.  I literally have a knot in my chest.   

I received an email today that I personally helped 44 people since I started 8 months ago.   I also got a message from a client this morning that she finally broke through her plateau after not being able to get below a certain # on the scale for years.   I had someone else this week tell me how much happier and stronger they feel… 

Although my career in R&D is rewarding, it has challenges and creates stress.  Coaching has been a creative outlet, it has helped me grow, I have performed the best that I ever had before in my R&D career because of the daily exercise, positive thinking, and daily motivation and encouragement I have received from fellow coaches and clients.  

Why can’t I do both?  

I aim to continue to help others find their inner strength, I may just have to find other outlets.   

Feels like such a sad day.  And it started out so wonderful. 

  

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